Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Survivor













A teenager tried buying my dented, rusted metal lunchbox for its "vintage industrial aesthetic." But when I opened it and showed her the five polaroids inside, she immediately burst into tears.

"Just mark the whole table as a dollar, Mom. I want this stuff gone by noon," my daughter, Karen, shouted across the front lawn.

She was aggressively slapping neon garage-sale stickers onto seventy-five years of my life. I was only sitting in this folding chair because Karen had decided my house was too big and an assisted living apartment was more "practical."

When your knees start giving out and your hands shake, you learn to stop fighting. You just watch your history get liquidated.

I wanted to escape the chaos, but I was rooted to my spot. I watched strangers paw through my kitchenware and old sweaters. The air smelled of damp grass and the quiet indignity of getting old.

Then, I saw it.

Sitting between a pile of cheap paperback novels and a tarnished lamp. My old metal lunchbox.

It was fade blue, scratched to hell, and heavily dented on the right side. The latch was still bent from the night I had to force it open with a frozen screwdriver.

My chest tightened. That box wasn't supposed to be out here.

Before I could push myself up from my chair, a hand reached out and grabbed it.

"Oh my gosh, this is absolutely perfect."

I looked up. The voice belonged to a young girl, maybe sixteen. She had bright purple hair, ripped black jeans, and a glowing smartphone permanently attached to her palm.

"Hey, how much for this?" she asked Karen, holding the lunchbox up to the sunlight. "The industrial aesthetic is amazing. People online go crazy for authentic damage like this."

"A dollar," Karen said without even looking up from her clipboard.

My heart hammered against my ribs. I grabbed my cane and forced myself to stand.

"It’s not for sale," I croaked. My voice was weaker than I wanted it to be.

The teenager turned to look at me. She lowered her phone. She didn't look malicious, just moving at the high-speed velocity of youth. Everything is fast for them. Fast fashion, fast videos, fast assumptions.

"Really? The sticker says a dollar," she pointed out, though her tone softened when she saw me leaning heavily on my cane.

I shuffled closer. My hands trembled as I reached out. "May I?"

She hesitated, then gently handed it back to me. The metal was warm from the morning sun, but the moment my fingers brushed the deep dent on the side, I felt the freezing cold.

I wasn't an old, fragile woman anymore. I was thirty-four. I was gripping the oversized steering wheel of a yellow school bus, staring into a blinding curtain of white snow.

"You see this dent?" I asked the girl. My voice was suddenly very steady.

She nodded, her eyes drifting from the lunchbox to my face.

"I put that dent there in January of 1982," I told her. "I was a school bus driver. The blizzard hit out of nowhere. We slid off the county road and down into a ravine. The snow drifted so fast it buried the exhaust pipe and half the windows."

The teenager's phone slipped down to her side. The screen went dark.

"The radio went dead," I continued, tracing the rusted edge. "The heater died an hour later. The temperature outside was twenty below zero. I had five elementary school kids left on my route. They were terrified. They were crying."

The chaotic noise of the yard sale seemed to vanish. Karen had stopped organizing the table. She was watching us.

I popped the bent latch. The hinges shrieked.

I reached inside and pulled out a small stack of faded, slightly water-damaged Polaroid photos. I handed them to the girl.

She looked down. Her breath caught.

There were five faces. Little kids bundled in oversized coats, their cheeks red from the cold, smiling nervously at the camera.

"I kept them awake for fourteen hours," I whispered. "I used this metal lunchbox to smash the emergency hatch open just enough to let fresh air in so we wouldn't suffocate. We burned our math homework in this box to keep our hands from getting frostbite."

The girl stared at the photos. Her thumb gently brushed over the image of a little boy missing his two front teeth.

"We played games. We sang songs. And when the snowplows finally dug us out the next morning... all five of them walked off that bus alive." I swallowed hard. "I took those pictures the day they came back to school."

The teenager looked up. Tears were silently pooling in her eyes, spilling over her dark eyeliner. The "cool, vintage aesthetic" had suddenly become incredibly heavy.

"I'm so sorry," she whispered, her voice cracking. "I didn't know. I thought it was just... junk."

She quickly held the lunchbox out to me. "Please. You have to keep it. I shouldn't have touched it."

I looked at the rusted blue metal. If I kept it, what would happen to it? It would go into a cardboard box. It would sit on a shelf in a sterile assisted living room. And when I passed away, Karen would probably toss it into a dumpster.

Stories only survive if they are told. History dies when you hide it in the dark.

I gently pushed her hands back toward her chest. "No."

The girl blinked, confused. "What do you mean?"

"I’ve carried the memories of that night for forty years," I smiled, feeling a strange sense of peace wash over me. "I'm tired. It's time for this box to go somewhere new."

"I can't," she shook her head, a tear slipping down her cheek. "It's too important."

"I want you to have it," I insisted, looking her dead in the eye. "But on one condition."

She stood up a little straighter. "Anything."

"When you take pictures of it for your friends on the internet, and when they ask you where you got such a cool, vintage item..." I paused, tapping my finger against the rusted lid. "You don't tell them you bought it at a yard sale for a dollar."

She watched me, hanging on every word.

"You show them those faces. You tell them about the little boy with the missing teeth who became a firefighter. You tell them about the little girl in the pink hat who now teaches kindergarten. You tell them that regular, everyday people can survive impossible storms."

The purple-haired teenager didn't look at her phone. She didn't look at my daughter. She looked right at me, seeing me not as a burden in a folding chair, but as a survivor.

"I promise," she said softly. And I knew she meant it.

She carefully placed the photos back inside, closed the bent latch with reverence, and walked away. I watched a piece of my history leave my driveway, knowing it was finally going to live again.

As I sat back down, I noticed a box of old vinyl records next to me. A dollar each. Music that once made people fall in love, now just clearance items on a folding table.

We all end up on the clearance rack eventually. Our youth fades. Our grand adventures turn into old anecdotes that the younger generation feels too busy to hear.

But here is my plea to you.

The next time you see a frail woman taking too long to cross the street, or an old man sitting alone at a diner staring into his coffee cup... don't look past them.

We are not just obstacles in your fast-paced life. We are walking libraries. We survived blizzards, wars, heartbreaks, and history. We are holding onto names and faces that no one else remembers.

Say hello. Give us ten seconds of your busy, buzzing, high-speed life.

Because one day, a teenager will be holding your most prized possession, calling it "vintage." And you will pray to God that someone, somewhere, still believes your story is worth telling.

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Monday, May 11, 2026

Sticks and Stones

 


Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words will cut me deep
They’ll keep on hurting long after
The breaks and bruises heal
Because the sticks will meet my skin,
The stones may hit my bones
But words will carve their way beneath
And make my soul their home
And this gives them the power
To control me and to win
‘Cause now I’ve words of worthlessness
From outside and within
See stones are thrown in anger
But our words are thrown in spite
And whilst they’re easier to pitch
They’re more difficult to fight
Because we cannot run away,
We cannot just unhear them,
Because their echoes resonate
Long after we are near them
And if we are not careful
Then those words become our voice
One that learns to shout the loudest
And to make the biggest noise
So do not be the reason
Someone hates their own reflection
Or thinks they are not worthy
Or deserving of affection
And when you pick your words
Weigh them awhile between your palms
Consider whether hurling them
Will heal or hurt or harm
Yes, sticks and stones may break a bone
But words can break a heart
And they can be the reason
Someone tears themself apart
So if you wouldn’t break their bones
By throwing stones and sticks
It’s likely for the best
That some words do not leave your lips
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Becky Hemsley 2022
Artwork by Femke Muntz
'Sticks and Stones' is from her second collection
Source: Becky Hemsley Poetry on Facebook

Saturday, May 9, 2026

I am an old soul.

 


I am an old soul.
I love genuine kindness.
I love compassion.
I love poetry.
I love soul connection.
I love old books.
I love deep conversations.
I love depth. I love genuinity.
There is something timeless about the things that truly nourish my soul. I am drawn to kindness that asks for nothing in return, to compassion that heals without expectation.
I find beauty in poetry that speaks to the unspoken, in old books that carry the weight of countless hands and untold stories.
I crave soul connections—those rare, unguarded moments when hearts recognize each other beyond words.
Surface-level exchanges do not satisfy me; I long for deep conversations, for thoughts that stretch beyond the ordinary, for emotions that are raw and real.
In a world that often prioritizes the fleeting, I seek what endures. I am an old soul, and I find my home in authenticity, in depth, in genuineness that asks for nothing but truth.
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Source: Divine Souls on Facebook

Friday, May 8, 2026

Thursday, May 7, 2026

PINK FLOYD - A Pillow Of Winds - Meddle

 



A Pillow of Winds

A cloud of eiderdown draws around meSoftening the soundSleepy time when I lie with my love by my sideAnd she's breathing lowAnd the candle dies
When night comes down, you lock the doorThe book falls to the floor
As darkness falls and waves roll byThe seasons change, the wind is warm
Now wakes the owl, now sleeps the swanBehold a dream, the dream is gone
Green fields, a cold rain is falling in a golden dawn
And deep beneath the groundThe early morning sounds and I go down
Sleepy time when I lie with my love by my sideAnd she's breathing lowAnd I rise like a bird in the hazeWhen the first rays touch the skyAnd the night wings die

Wednesday, May 6, 2026

If God Didn't Say It...

 


Some of you didn’t just hear a lie…
you agreed with it.
You’ve been calling yourself
what God never called you.
Rejected.
Too much.
Not enough.
Unworthy.
And now you’re carrying it like it’s truth.
But it’s not.
God doesn’t contradict Himself.
And His Word is clear about you.
1 Peter 2:9
“You are a chosen people…”
So if what you’re believing
doesn’t line up with what He said…
it’s not your identity.
It’s something you need to tear down.
2 Corinthians 10:5
“Take every thought captive…”
Not every thought is yours to keep.

Source: Coffee with Starla on Facebook